are my semi-dysphoric bottom feelings valid or am i just Terrible

2021.10.21 17:30 wow-a-real-pokemon are my semi-dysphoric bottom feelings valid or am i just Terrible

hello! i'm a confused AFAB pansexual/panromantic person and i don't know what the right questions to ask are. i'm also okay with she/her pronouns (kinda playing with they/them). TMI INCOMING
so, for like several years now i really really wish i had a penis, but i'm happy with having boobs/feminine-ish features. for like a million reasons. i've gone through major emotional ups and downs about being born with a vagina, but I have fantasized since childhood about having a penis. in uni, i was seriously emotionally/mentally wrecked, and i went SUPER enby in that time. i was so disturbed about having a womb and ovaries and everything. i'm way better now, but i've had weird mixed feelings on what i am ever since.
i also have a malfunctioning vagina, and i don't menstruate normally even though i don't have pcos, and i have NEVER masturbated by putting anything in me. i have a life partner who is very patient & loving but i couldn't handle them "entering me" for 10+ years. seriously. it's just too painful and weird otherwise (emotionally/physically). i can't wear tampons because penetration is just kind of traumatic to me.
biggest concern: i feel rly strongly about having a penis but i'm really afraid this is just some kind of weird trauma fetish thing, and i don't want to hurt other ppl with my stupid thoughts/actions. (also my legit ride or die romantic life partner is very kind but ultimately gynosexual) like.... is there anyone out there who can tell me about their similar experiences if they're cool with sharing? sorry for chaotic post i have many questions and thoughts (also i have literally been obsessed with playing a shapeshifting druid in games ever since i was a kid omg help is this related)
(bonus unecessary content: the kind of thoughts i've had on having a vagina vs a penis kind of are like this for my entire life:) - hmmm this thing goes """in"""" but it's supposed to go """"out"""" - can i have... balls.... pls - u know what this underwear is missing....a penis outline obviously - huh things going into my vagina is kinda overrated & just kinda painful, why do ppl like this so much - I LOVE BOXERS WHY DO I FEEL SUDDENLY EMOTIONALLY OKAY WEARING THEM - can i peg, as a treat, but like all the time? as a treat? - "penis in vagina porn is fine, but let's only ever fantasize about being the penis" why yes brain, i believe i shall do that for 20+ years
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2021.10.21 17:30 keenkamerawerks [S] [USA-TX] Graflex 4x5 Crown Graphic with Schneider 135mm f/4.7 and one box of 3 Riteway Film Holders NIB (

Reposting one of 2 Graflex 4x5s I listed previously. Shutter and lens are working perfectly and have been serviced. Aperture works properly with no issues. Ground glass focus screen has no issues and focus hood works properly. Rangefinder is accurate and contrasty. Bellows are light tight and no light leaks. No mold, fungus, or haze in the elements or rangefinder. Rangefinder light does work. Includes original handle and lens cap. Also includes a box of 3 4x5 Graflex Riteway 4x5 film holders never used with hood light seals.
$400 Includes shipping to the lower 48. I’m happy to ship to Alaska, Hawaii, or internationally but that will be additional to the price. PayPal G&S I pay the fees. Feel free to message with any questions. Please comment here before PM/DM. Graflex 4x5 Crown Graphic
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2021.10.21 17:30 Giberling44 Best Teams Combination For Competitions and Grand Arena

Read a lot and Youtube about “Team” (singular) combinations and how Astaroth is the best tank for every team. Exaggerating a little bit but obviously he can’t be on all 3 teams. Looking for 3 different teams I can build around that would be solid to compete with. Thanks fellas.
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2021.10.21 17:30 Obi_Wan_Shinobi_ Lots of No New Normal zombies in these comments
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2021.10.21 17:30 brycedamac Question about ar pistol braces

So what’s going on with the atf pistol brace ruling and what braces would be acceptable?
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2021.10.21 17:30 Hot_Marsupial_8706 PSA: Remember this!!

Just wanted to give a little PSA/reminder, wear ear plugs!! You don't want to lose your hearing.
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2021.10.21 17:30 diree1 Been wanting this for a while and finally saw in store!

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2021.10.21 17:30 seattle_skipatrol Gen2 OEM Shock Replacements

It’s past time to replace the OEM shocks on my MY17 Raptor and I’m on the fence between going with the stock replacement or going aftermarket. Suggestions? Experiences?
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2021.10.21 17:30 qwer4790 China removes CaiXin from list of official news outlets

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2021.10.21 17:30 HollyMullvad Anyone using Arch (or arch based) - Can't connect

Hey guys,
I'm using the "protonvpn" from AUR (which installs both protonvpn-gui and cli versions).
The gui version just pops this error "Extra data: line 1 column 1161568 (char 1161568)".
The cli version: An unknown error has occured. Please ensure that you have internet connectivity.
If the issue persists, please contact support.
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2021.10.21 17:30 farhadesmaeilpour ITSMYNE AIRDROP

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2021.10.21 17:30 mmxxmm123 Buyer request return but I can’t see the reason.

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2021.10.21 17:30 snoozy878 Giratina on me. Will add 10

Please only add one: 9467 6107 1579 and 0148 4942 3854
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2021.10.21 17:30 shootingbot Midsouth: VihtaVuori 3N38 Smokeless Pistol Powder 4 Lb

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2021.10.21 17:30 __Tachi ronaldo or messi? which is better?

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2021.10.21 17:30 Gab_Soloyt why can't i post videos ?

Why, i could before
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2021.10.21 17:30 jacksontdrums RTF and Moody Admissions/Applications

Hello! I’m currently a senior and applying to UT. The RTF major has peaked my interest, but I don’t have a lot of experience with film in general. I was wondering if this was a program that would be a good option considering this and the fact that I do not have any of the optional major-specific application materials for RTF to submit. Any additional information anyone might have about this major would also be appreciated! Thanks :)
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2021.10.21 17:30 beshenyikot А в это время у буржуев

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2021.10.21 17:30 Lil_LiamLoves Royal Victoria Yacht Club - Victoria BC Canada 4K [DJI mini2]

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2021.10.21 17:30 DragonWarden Classic rework

Left-click should have more consistent accuracy and the right click should have its dmg decreased to 22 body shot 66 headshot but should have a tiny buff to decrease the first right-clicks spread. just my thought as the right click is very valuable to the classic but it shouldn't be able to 1 tap close range like it can right now.
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2021.10.21 17:30 arodriguez1310 Team 1 or 2?

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2021.10.21 17:30 Thicc_Nachito Medical will pay for my Root Canal and Crown but no one wants to take my insurance.

I do not smoke and I drink maybe a beer at most around twice a year.
I have had many problems with consistent tooth hygiene and nightly grinding of my teeth. I have issues breathing at night to couple that with so wearing a tooth guard makes that severally worse.
Three months ago, I started having a ton of pain in my molar filling, and later a piece of tooth came off (half the size of a grain of rice) then noticed that a piece of my filling was missing. I have been having almost no pain as long as I do not chew with it. I saw a dentist as soon as It happened. Was told I will need a root canal and crown. That was a little more than two months ago.
I am a gen z young tech professional in the bay area having a tough time getting a job due to a severe back injury so no insurance for me. I was pleased to find out that Medical will cover both of them. Only issue is I cant find a single Endodontist that wants to take medical. I honestly don't know what to do. My parents are from Mexico so their understanding of dental work or basic financial understanding is limited. I dont think I would even be able to get a loan for my dental work.
I am really trying to get on my feet but this is the cherry on top of all my problems and its my fault for getting myself here with my lack of dental hygiene but I see no solutions.
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2021.10.21 17:30 CableTVReddit Me🍇irl

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2021.10.21 17:30 xStevo88 Always alone in tournaments, is this normal? I mean can’t complain as I’m automatically guaranteed first place without doing anything but still.

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2021.10.21 17:30 Major_Cupcake Gamer deoderant: -100 personal hygiene, NPCs of the opposite gender will move away to a 100m radius from your character. +50 charisma to gamers.

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