Scared-having second thoughts…

2021.12.03 22:19 SnooPies2029 Scared-having second thoughts…

So I recently scheduled my tonsillectomy, but I’m reading some of these posts and feeling really scared - debating on canceling, honestly.
I do not have recurring tonsillitis. I don’t have a lot of throat pain. What I do have is tonsil stones and bad breath, and I’m not sure how to get rid of it. Even when I get all visible stones up my breath still smells bad. My cat will sniff at my nostrils sometimes, and I wonder if maybe it’s adenoids? Idk, the dr. didn’t really do any tests (is that normal?). I saw him once a couple of years ago and he offered it then. He said it sounds like these issues are still bothering me and the surgery would help. I wish there was something else that could be done…
Can anyone tell me it wasn’t that bad? That it was really worth it? That the excruciating pain can be managed with some trick? That it’ll be ok? I’ve had natural childbirths and thought I was tough, but I’ve read this is worse. Really?!
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2021.12.03 22:19 warlockingg NATAL E AFINS..

Só eu estou com a sensação de que o espírito de Natal está acabando? Isso seria, aquela percepção gostosa que acalma a alma e diz: está tudo bem é Natal (msm que não esteja). Enfim, aquele clima de Natal incomum das outras datas não se mostra como antes ~ meados de 2019 para trás... será porque estou ficando mais velho? será porque não vejo mais as coisas como antes, desde essa pandemia? fatores estranhos tem acontecido e reflexões de forma repentina me pegam as vezes. =(
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2021.12.03 22:19 Bloodgroup Finished new desk setup for the G14, aside from the pictureless frames

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2021.12.03 22:19 mouaadhfofa90 AUTISM 💪💪

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2021.12.03 22:19 22sstancliff Nearby Movie theater

Hello, I am (hopefully (likely)) going to UBC next year, and I am super into film. I hope to be a film major. I was just wondering, is there a movie theater nearby that students go to? Or will I have to commute to Vancouver to find a theater?
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2021.12.03 22:19 kenkurogue My husband, ladies and gentlemen. He was 100% serious.

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2021.12.03 22:19 ircy2012 About a picture of the Virgin Mary

When I was a kid I was raised Catholic and at some point I got a picture of the Virgin Mary. I got it because I attended some masses in her honor. (7 in a row each first saturday. I don't know what they're called in English.)
It's a picture that I kept from my childhood and into my adult life. I kept it with me through multiple homes. For some reason (sentimentality) I even kept it on my wall through the time I was an atheist.
If I were to describe the image through memory I'd say that she was in the middle of it. Dressed in white and blue. Standing on a cloud. The background was quite bright. There was darkness in a corner. (The darkness in the corner always stood out to me in a confusing way.)
After I replied to Hekate and started praying to Her I decided it was time to remove that image from my wall. That was when I noticed that she (Mary) isn't standing on a cloud, she is standing on a moon crescent. For some reason I either never noticed it before or somehow completely forgot about it (although the image was constantly on my wall).
It felt weird to me that I never seemed to notice that detail of a picture I had on various walls for more than 20 years. It felt weird that I only noticed it now that I knew about Hekate. At the same time I remembered all the images of Hekate that I saw with a moon crescent.
As much as I keep telling myself I'm just seeing (or trying to see) connections where there are none I can't seem to get rid of this nagging feeling that it's somehow relevant. But I also have no idea of how it would be relevant.
I know this is an extremely open ended question but: Does anyone have any insight that might be usefull?
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2021.12.03 22:19 OWT_wales Now 3rd in Wales

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2021.12.03 22:19 katsumon 27 [F4A] Kwento niyo sakin ung pagbreak niyo ng first same sex niyo at ano nangyare sainyo after magbreak?

Kakabreak lang namen last week ng now ex gf ko, at may bago na siya, lalaki pa. Sa mga katulad ko na nagka jowa at nangarap na magkabuhay together hanggat sa pagtanda, ung tinanggap na di siya magkakaanak dahil naging same sex ung minahal niya (ako lang kasi ung nagustohan niyang same sex). Pero ngayon e opposite sex na yung bago niya at may chance na siyang magkanormal life. May nakaexperience na ba ng ganito at ano nangyare sainyo after magbreak?
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2021.12.03 22:19 johnnhojjohn Wacky looking TPM cut with roots. $40 plus shipping. PM or comment with questions.

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2021.12.03 22:19 donzeus077 Turkulon

I was wondering if anyone killed him on PTR and documented any changes?
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2021.12.03 22:19 MarioFatherTime Was the documentary supposed to be a movie or a series?

So I figured it would be a series, and that the finished product that we watch as the show i the full documentary which was made into a 9 season docu-series. But at the end of season 9, they talk about it like it's just one thing, like a movie instead of a series. So which is it?
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2021.12.03 22:19 musicalmia To my Teenage Lover, now 47

Trigger warning!! Sexual Assault
To my Teenage Lover, now 47:
I often wonder what you would say about our tumultuous 4 years together?
What would you say about the first night we met? How I still danced with you even though you groped me in the hot tub? Would you say that you wanted me then? What about later when you had your best friend tell me that you were dead? What was that? A test? Why did you come back? Why did I let you? It would have been so easy then to let each other go before we tangled.
What would you say about the first night we had sex? Would you say it was sweet, lying on the floor of my room during a sleepover? I would. I will remember it the rest of my days, the first one to kindly touch me, to pick up my tender abused body and love it.
What would you say about accusing me of thinking of my rapist while we had sex on that cotton candy bed of my youth? How could I then explain that I could barely keep myself present during sex, to be with you, let alone open my eyes? Your anger frightened me, it was the first time I saw it and then it became our third wheel.
What would you tell me about your increasing insults? Would you still tell me that no one needed more breasts than it takes to fill a hand? What about my choir voice, no good for anything else? What about the day you had sex with my one and only friend? Why would you do that? Why break me in all those ways?
In my age and experience, I have come to feel like you were so afraid to lose me that you did your best to isolate me and keep me beholden to you. I would love to give you that grace, otherwise I might believe what you said to be true.
What would you say about the day you took me to your room and fucked me while your best friend watched? Did you know then that we were having sex too? How what started as revenge ended in something beautiful? Did you know that you ended us that day too? Why did I let you do that to his sweet heart? What about you made me need you more than I needed to protect him? To protect myself?
What do you remember about that afternoon, late in the year when your house smelled so much of weed I couldn’t get it out of my hair for days? When you pulled a gun from the bed, then took me to the bathroom and made me get down on my knees, holding my head in place. Did you know that I scraped change from every corner of my car to buy a soda to get the taste of you out of my mouth?
What about the night that you took me to the beach, where we made love all night and I felt like maybe we could salvage our world together? What about giving me your mother’s ring? Did you really want to be engaged to me? Did you really mean that you wanted to always know me, to always be in my life? You are. I don’t think in the way we intended it, but you shadow so many of my choices.
I wonder what you would say about the days that you snuck into my home while I recovered from mono? Or the days you would come to my school for lunch? It felt like we could always find a place to be alone. Do you remember getting angry at me for wearing jeans in the winter because you had to work harder to take them down and lay me on the sidewalk? Where was my backbone? A better question, why didn’t I feel like anyone would protect me?
What would you say about leaving town, never saying goodbye, wondering if you had finally committed suicide as you had always promised you would over the pain I caused you? What about showing up a year later at my college 6 hours away from home, surprising me, drawing me back in? What about that night in the tent? When you tried anal without lube and invited your friend to share me on the cold earth? All I wanted was to please you, to have you call me your girl once again. I might have done it if I had understood what you wanted from me, gratefully I was too naive.
Most of my questions surround that night. What do you recall happening? Do you remember being so drunk? Calling me a useless slut? That I was dirty and you didn’t want to be inside of me? That I was used up? What about holding me down, your hands tightly to my throat while you took me so violently? Would you remember standing up and walking out of the darkened room, from that same pink bed that I had brought with me, leaving me crying on the sheets? Do you remember calling me a few days later to check on me? Do you know how much that damaged me? More than any hurt before. The first, you were a man by then, who swore to love and protect me, loathed me leaving me like trash.
What would you say about the last time I saw you, when you desperately wanted me back? When you drove your van into town, convinced me to walk away from my boyfriend and meet you in the hotel room. Do you remember how sweet your hands felt on my skin? How good our kiss was? It was an enchantment that you had always cast over me. As soon as my lust was slaked, the glass of our relationship shattered. It was the most difficult walk of my life, to stand up and leave you unsatisfied, confused, spell broken. I could see you for what you were to me, dangerous, destructive, my death. It was the first time I chose myself.
Above all, if you had a 14 year old girl, would you let her near your 16 year old self? I would hope not. I would hope we would protect our children with ferocity. I don’t know that you ever had children, I would hope so. I would want you to have the chance to be the dad you didn’t have. I am striving to be the mother I wished for, it's insanely healing. I wouldn’t let my sons anywhere near a girl like me. We were such lost souls, hurt and wandering. We collided over and over against each other, never able to leave each other’s orbit. Those last few messages, while you retrieved your mother’s ring as I nursed my third child, those were our best attempts at apologies, weren't they? Regardless, it’s all we will have to repair our teenage life.
It wasn't all like this, there were so many moments of joy and laughter, clinging to each other in the dark, searching for all that we were missing. I wonder what your list of the wounds I inflicted on you would look like? I don’t need to read it, although I would if it helped you. I am sorry for all of it. Real and perceived, because our perceptions are our reality. Neither of us had the capacity, the skills or the resources to deal with the level of trauma in our young lives, we did our best with each other. In short it was tragic. I wanted to share with you this understanding, as well my forgiveness and ask for yours. It’s taken me years to find it, and it was too important to keep quiet about any longer.
With Love, Me, now 45
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2021.12.03 22:19 FurKingYT Credit to @kingfurrgfx on Instagram.

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2021.12.03 22:19 JoElliott17 Saved from big box store. It keeps dropping leaves. Was hoping that if I can find out what type of plant it is i can get the leaves to stay on the plant

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2021.12.03 22:19 Whaines Seattle Public Library to restore most branches to pre-pandemic hours

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2021.12.03 22:19 International-Drag23 Sussy bakas amongus

I am no longer horny
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2021.12.03 22:19 RoomFlimsy3277 Doge🐕Bonk 🏏 - We are the anti-meme dog, meme dog token. Contract Renounced / LP Burned / 🔥BURN wallet 🔥

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2021.12.03 22:19 TheRealestSeal haven't used tack shooter since release, didn't feel like changing towers because of the xp and wow my stats really suck... for you tack enthusiasts how you doing?

haven't used tack shooter since release, didn't feel like changing towers because of the xp and wow my stats really suck... for you tack enthusiasts how you doing?
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2021.12.03 22:19 Same_Art3145 A little concerned about the spelling errors in their Twitter posts

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2021.12.03 22:19 throwaway0020206648 I cant believe she is out of my life 😔

She said she no longer likes me and still tries to be friends with me but I cant take it. So I left. 😔 I'm trying to search for someone new that is a girl (im a guy) that is fun to be around and I can actually talk to her in real life. I'm so sad. I dunno what to do. I dunno what I did wrong. Other than me kissing her when she said she was scared. I didnt know that meant not to kiss her. But I did. And I fucked it all up.😔 I'm so lost....I'm 16....and it was my first "relationship" or whatever you wanna call it. She made me so happy.😔
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2021.12.03 22:19 FuzzyWuzzyMooMoo [Smackdown Spoilers] They both win

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2021.12.03 22:19 lyn73 Why have I not tried the cheddar chive biscuits before today?

I know they are imitation of the Red Lobster variety (,but I've never had them before). These are excellent! So light and flavorful.
Can y'all advise if there is a plain version with the same texture? TIA!
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2021.12.03 22:19 Yt_GamingwithCharlie IsItBullshit: Those discord “nuke” scripts on GitHub that claim to give anyone full access to discord servers.

It’s honestly scary to think about how an average Joe without any discord perms can hack any discord server with millions of people?
This must be Bullshit right? Or I’m pretty sure some of it is bullshit, pls let me know thx
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2021.12.03 22:19 luna_moon026 TRADING R FURY [ looking for good offer ]

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