I’m a horrible person and I don’t deserve my girlfriend

2021.11.29 06:28 JoohyunNoises I’m a horrible person and I don’t deserve my girlfriend

Everything she’s ever done for me, she’s done it because she loves me. I didn’t even realize she was going out of her way to do things.
I made her feel like she wasn’t enough, she always works so hard and I know she’s hurting really badly. I can’t explain to her that she’s enough because she doesn’t believe it deep down. The fact that she even loves me is enough. I’m just so extremely sorry to her. She deserves better. I’m scared there’s someone out there who will sweep her off her feet, I’m terrified. I want to be selfish and keep her. I love her so much, losing her would break me.
But to her it doesn’t seem like it. I haven’t been showing it properly and now they I’ve messed up I can never go back. She still tries no matter what. I’m a horrible person. I’ve been crying for hours. I don’t want her to go. I feel like the absolute waste of the world. She didn’t deserve any of this. I feel so bad and I know she feels worse.
I don’t deserve her. I’m so fuckjng horrible. I hate myself for being horrible. I can’t even fix it because it already happened. I can’t fix a glass jar that has already been shattered. Even if I put it back together the damage is still done.
I hate myself for not being what she deserves. I don’t condone violence but I would slap myself in the face. In fact, I’m stopping myself from doing so right now because she doesn’t want a person who self harms so I’m never going to do that.
Why couldn’t I just be what she deserves? Why did I have to fuck up so badly. She actually loves me. For the first time ever, I’ve actually found someone who loves me and I fucked it all up. I’m so selfish. I’m so sorry. I fucking ruined it. I’m so so sorry. She’s made me the happiest I’ve ever been.
I want to be good enough. I’ve tried so hard to make her happy and I have, but I’ve made her hurt so much with my mistakes. I’m sorry for everything. I love her with all of my heart. I keep asking myself what’s wrong with me. I made mistakes, she made mistakes. We’re both human, but I made a bigger mistake. She hurts me when she’s mad and says mean things, but I made her feel like she wasn’t enough which is worse. I just want to be good enough for her in the way that she deserves. She also hurt me and has said several hurtful things but then she revealed that she was actually trying really hard to learn my love language and I had no idea how hard she was actually trying. I’m so grateful for what she’s done. I didn’t even know, I wasn’t even aware that she was doing it. I know this post will reach no one but that’s okay because I’m posting it into the void. I don’t care anymore all I want is for her to stay. I probably sound crazy. She also laughed at me because I said the word laborious twice. She’s so annoying but I still love her and I only want her. She kept laughing at me ugh. I’m still mad about that.Thinking about it makes me so irritated.
I stayed up even later than I should’ve because I feel like I don’t deserve rest.
Im so tired I can’t continue to type.
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Do I need a processing liquid to mix with these colours to activate them? What brand is good and how much processing liquid vs. colour?
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