My bf [24M] of 4 years has kissed other girls while being high

2022.01.22 05:56 Typical-Yogurt9622 My bf [24M] of 4 years has kissed other girls while being high

Me [23F] and my bf had a pretty stable relationship. We have been living together for a couple of years now, planning to move to our own house later this year, we almost never fight, have a dog together and were planning to get married once having finnished university. The only issue in our relationship was him having severe depression and panic attacks, but he started doing medication a couple of months ago and I was helping him out as much as I could, by doing all the housework, cooking and helping him with schoolwork etc. Yesterday when I had borrowed his laptop I accidentaly found out, that about a half year ago he texted with a girl I do not know, calling her nicknames, saying he is worried about her and saying he wanted to enjoy it with her. I confronted him immediately and he admitted to having kissed the girl while he was high on molly on a music festival. He claimed they kissed on the stage, then I saw he texted her throughtout the night and their conversation ended on a next day with him saying he is glad he met her and would like to see her again to which she never responded. They haven’t talked or met since the festival. He also admitted to having kissed another girl on a different music festival again high on ecstasy 2 years ago. The thing is he used to do drugs pretty often when going on raves, I originally tolerated it but as his deppressions got worse I stopped doing so. He had problems saying that he would not take anything and then when getting drunk enough he would just stop caring and take something for fun. But a couple of months ago he ended with it completely as it got his depressions a way worse and did not want to dissapoint me anymore (and maybe because he had regrets about the girls?). Ever since he said that he has not taken anything. I am absolutely devastated by the fact he cheated on me, he has always claimed it would not be worth it given what we have together. I haven’t slept for 2 days now. I can see he is truly sorry, has apologised, begged me for forgiveness and suggested he would do anything it takes and never go anywhere without me and would never do something like that again. I know he loves me, but I cannot comprehend the fact he did something like this to me. He said he didn’t confess to it when it happened because he was so ashamed of what he has done. He said it meant nothing and it was only the drugs that caused it which he has ended with. I know that he would not cheat on me sober, but he can’t take back what he did. I would really like to forgive him, but I don’t think I will be able to ever fully trust him again. I can image myself forgiving a one-time thing that he would confess to right after, but this seems to much to me. I also found out he has cheated in all his previous relationships, which were not as serious as ours is. The relationship we had was great and I am so sad thinking about the fact it would all be just thrown away because of this. I still love him so much and seeing him cry and beg made me want to hug him and never leave. On the other hand, I keep thinking whether it was just a kiss or whether there were other girls. I believe I would be so stressed out everytime he would go somewhere. I feel so sick and do not know what to do. I live abroad and the place we are living at is his and it would take some time to find a new apartment with dogs allowed for me, so I am stuck here for now. We are used to being almost 24/7 together and leaving him would turn my life upside-down. Dear reddit, please help me.
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2022.01.22 05:56 notaustinpost Character arcs like in The Sex Lives of College Girls (Spoilers!)

Possible TW for coming out trauma. I considered the possible TW flair but ultimately this is a question and discussion about art, so Art felt more appropriate. As per the title this post also contains spoilers and I'm on mobile so IDK how to actually black them out so they are in plain text below. With that said:
I saw this show The Sex Lives of College Girls pop up and honestly only gave it a chance because of the Mindy Kaling connection. I generally feel too busy to start new shows on a whim but that woman is a treasure so I got excited for it right away.
I was so not let down. I feel like it's a really good show. I don't need to go on about that at length but it's really good. Annnyyyyway this is where the spoilers and LGBT connections come in.
Leighton's arc really got to me. I've known for a while that I'm probably not a man who's attracted to women, I'm probably much more like a trans lesbian. I've actively and intently repressed my feelings about it, I'm happy enough day to day going through life as a slightly flowery man, but what I wouldn't give for a genuine lesbian encounter omg. It kills me that I'll never have that so I just don't think about it.
But Leightons arc threw me for a huge loop, because you can see it written all over her. She knows precisely what she wants but she is terrified beyond words of being herself about it. I see so much of that in myself and watching her go through that and even start to come out the other side a little bit honestly kinda rocked me.
I guess did anyone else feel the same and are there other similar stories anyone could point me to? I'm closer to self acceptance now more than ever so may as well keep that going and keep exploring positive ish coming out stories.
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Tretinoin doesn't pill until I apply Vaseline, and I can see goey-strings rubbing off (I believe this is Tretinoin). I don't know what to do?
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2022.01.22 05:56 cruizer93 Feature suggestion

Okay hear me out fully before you provide your hot take. Usually when I pitch this I get these responses:
-Call to arms already exists. -bounty hunters already get money for killing player bounties.
Understood.
Here’s my suggestion: every server I’m in I see a player get a crime stat to nuke other players hunting bounties. Nothing wrong with that, but the bounty hunter usually doesn’t stand a chance on his own. CIG would say you can rally folks to help you, but my question is, why WOULD they?
There isn’t much incentive currently to forming a group other than friendship is magic.
That’s where the Militia feature would come into play. Basic premise is (let’s say) 5 or more players grouped in party become a militia. They earn aEUC for each 30 minuets they spend together. That bonus increases per the number of crime stats they kill. This could also have PVE elements. Could also LOSE militia status if they don’t kill a bounty within a time frame.
What do y’all think?
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2022.01.22 05:56 dmitsuki Qemu/kvm crashes with odd behavior

Hi all. I have set up a single gpu passthrough of a 6700 xt to a windows VM. The VM boots, and I can open a game, but after a while the entire VM crashes. When it does this, it appears as though the computer is "going to sleep." All the lights turn off, all usb devices turn off, and the power button begins to blink. If I press the power button it appears to "turn back on" and usb devices come back etc, but there is a completely black screen.
I saw no settings in Windows to turn off or on sleep mode, but it appears to be off in the power options. Does anybody have any what could be going on? Here is a copy of data in the log file for the VM
2022-01-22 08:04:28.204+0000: starting up libvirt version: 8.0.0, qemu version: 6.2.0, kernel: 5.15.16-1-MANJARO, hostname: KuntaKenteMKIII
LC_ALL=C \
PATH=/uslocal/sbin:/uslocal/bin:/usbin:/valib/snapd/snap/bin \
HOME=/valib/libvirt/qemu/domain-2-win10 \
XDG_DATA_HOME=/valib/libvirt/qemu/domain-2-win10/.local/share \
XDG_CACHE_HOME=/valib/libvirt/qemu/domain-2-win10/.cache \
XDG_CONFIG_HOME=/valib/libvirt/qemu/domain-2-win10/.config \
/usbin/qemu-system-x86_64 \
-name guest=win10,debug-threads=on \
-S \
-object '{"qom-type":"secret","id":"masterKey0","format":"raw","file":"/valib/libvirt/qemu/domain-2-win10/master-key.aes"}' \
-blockdev '{"driver":"file","filename":"/usshare/edk2-ovmf/x64/OVMF_CODE.fd","node-name":"libvirt-pflash0-storage","auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-pflash0-format","read-only":true,"driver":"raw","file":"libvirt-pflash0-storage"}' \
-blockdev '{"driver":"file","filename":"/valib/libvirt/qemu/nvram/win10_VARS.fd","node-name":"libvirt-pflash1-storage","auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-pflash1-format","read-only":false,"driver":"raw","file":"libvirt-pflash1-storage"}' \
-machine pc-q35-6.2,usb=off,vmport=off,dump-guest-core=off,pflash0=libvirt-pflash0-format,pflash1=libvirt-pflash1-format,memory-backend=pc.ram \
-accel kvm \
-cpu EPYC-Rome,x2apic=on,tsc-deadline=on,hypervisor=on,tsc-adjust=on,stibp=on,arch-capabilities=on,ssbd=on,xsaves=on,cmp-legacy=on,amd-ssbd=on,virt-ssbd=on,svme-addr-chk=on,rdctl-no=on,skip-l1dfl-vmentry=on,mds-no=on,pschange-mc-no=on,hv-time=on,hv-relaxed=on,hv-vapic=on,hv-spinlocks=0x1fff,hv-vendor-id=whatever,kvm=off \
-m 24000 \
-object '{"qom-type":"memory-backend-ram","id":"pc.ram","size":25165824000}' \
-overcommit mem-lock=off \
-smp 12,sockets=1,dies=1,cores=6,threads=2 \
-uuid feba4d58-7005-4a20-8eda-f4192fe97b34 \
-display none \
-no-user-config \
-nodefaults \
-chardev socket,id=charmonitor,fd=32,server=on,wait=off \
-mon chardev=charmonitor,id=monitor,mode=control \
-rtc base=localtime,driftfix=slew \
-global kvm-pit.lost_tick_policy=delay \
-no-hpet \
-no-shutdown \
-global ICH9-LPC.disable_s3=1 \
-global ICH9-LPC.disable_s4=1 \
-boot menu=on,strict=on \
-device pcie-root-port,port=16,chassis=1,id=pci.1,bus=pcie.0,multifunction=on,addr=0x2 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=17,chassis=2,id=pci.2,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x2.0x1 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=18,chassis=3,id=pci.3,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x2.0x2 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=19,chassis=4,id=pci.4,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x2.0x3 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=20,chassis=5,id=pci.5,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x2.0x4 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=8,chassis=6,id=pci.6,bus=pcie.0,multifunction=on,addr=0x1 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=9,chassis=7,id=pci.7,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x1.0x1 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=10,chassis=8,id=pci.8,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x1.0x2 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=11,chassis=9,id=pci.9,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x1.0x3 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=12,chassis=10,id=pci.10,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x1.0x4 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=13,chassis=11,id=pci.11,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x1.0x5 \
-device pcie-root-port,port=14,chassis=12,id=pci.12,bus=pcie.0,addr=0x1.0x6 \
-device qemu-xhci,p2=15,p3=15,id=usb,bus=pci.2,addr=0x0 \
-device virtio-serial-pci,id=virtio-serial0,bus=pci.3,addr=0x0 \
-blockdev '{"driver":"file","filename":"/mnt/Games2/windows/windowsgames.qcow2","node-name":"libvirt-5-storage","auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-5-format","read-only":false,"driver":"qcow2","file":"libvirt-5-storage","backing":null}' \
-device ide-hd,bus=ide.0,drive=libvirt-5-format,id=sata0-0-0,bootindex=1 \
-blockdev '{"driver":"file","filename":"/mnt/Data0/Downloads/Windows.iso","node-name":"libvirt-4-storage","auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-4-format","read-only":true,"driver":"raw","file":"libvirt-4-storage"}' \
-device ide-cd,bus=ide.1,drive=libvirt-4-format,id=sata0-0-1,bootindex=2 \
-blockdev '{"driver":"host_device","filename":"/dev/disk/by-id/nvme-SPCC_M.2_PCIe_SSD_9435079C1BDE00645003-part2","aio":"native","node-name":"libvirt-3-storage","cache":{"direct":true,"no-flush":false},"auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-3-format","read-only":false,"cache":{"direct":true,"no-flush":false},"driver":"raw","file":"libvirt-3-storage"}' \
-device virtio-blk-pci,bus=pci.7,addr=0x0,drive=libvirt-3-format,id=virtio-disk0,write-cache=on \
-blockdev '{"driver":"host_device","filename":"/dev/disk/by-id/nvme-SPCC_M.2_PCIe_SSD_2977079C161400585493-part5","aio":"native","node-name":"libvirt-2-storage","cache":{"direct":true,"no-flush":false},"auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-2-format","read-only":false,"cache":{"direct":true,"no-flush":false},"driver":"raw","file":"libvirt-2-storage"}' \
-device virtio-blk-pci,bus=pci.8,addr=0x0,drive=libvirt-2-format,id=virtio-disk1,write-cache=on \
-blockdev '{"driver":"host_device","filename":"/dev/disk/by-id/wwn-0x5000c500c515ed6f","aio":"native","node-name":"libvirt-1-storage","cache":{"direct":true,"no-flush":false},"auto-read-only":true,"discard":"unmap"}' \
-blockdev '{"node-name":"libvirt-1-format","read-only":false,"cache":{"direct":true,"no-flush":false},"driver":"raw","file":"libvirt-1-storage"}' \
-device virtio-blk-pci,bus=pci.9,addr=0x0,drive=libvirt-1-format,id=virtio-disk2,write-cache=on \
-netdev tap,fd=33,id=hostnet0 \
-device e1000e,netdev=hostnet0,id=net0,mac=52:54:00:a9:71:a8,bus=pci.1,addr=0x0 \
-audiodev '{"id":"audio1","driver":"spice"}' \
-device vfio-pci,host=0000:2f:00.0,id=hostdev0,bus=pci.5,addr=0x0 \
-device vfio-pci,host=0000:2f:00.1,id=hostdev1,bus=pci.6,addr=0x0 \
-device vfio-pci,host=0000:2a:00.1,id=hostdev2,bus=pci.10,addr=0x0 \
-device vfio-pci,host=0000:2a:00.3,id=hostdev3,bus=pci.11,addr=0x0 \
-device vfio-pci,host=0000:31:00.3,id=hostdev4,bus=pci.12,addr=0x0 \
-device virtio-balloon-pci,id=balloon0,bus=pci.4,addr=0x0 \
-sandbox on,obsolete=deny,elevateprivileges=deny,spawn=deny,resourcecontrol=deny \
-msg timestamp=on
audio: Could not init `spice' audio driver
audio: warning: Using timer based audio emulation
2022-01-22T08:04:28.359729Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.360140Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.360385Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.360581Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.360745Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.360907Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.361080Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.361276Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.361443Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.361601Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.361758Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
2022-01-22T08:04:28.361925Z qemu-system-x86_64: warning: This feature depends on other features that were not requested: CPUID.8000000AH:EDX.svme-addr-chk [bit 28]
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