Cappy's Non-Drinking Diary - January 24, 2022

2022.01.24 19:19 DrunkCapricorn Cappy's Non-Drinking Diary - January 24, 2022

Hi y'all!
Cappy here. Figured I'd stop by and check in again. You guys know what's really weird? Writing this diary is so much stranger now that I'm sober. No more craziness to write about. No more debating this med or that med. No more rules to follow or fail at following. No more sneaking, hiding, measuring, or tracking. I'm sitting here thinking, "Well...what am I supposed to be talking about now?!"
"Well your life Cappy, you silly ole sea goat!"
My current full time job is essentially righting the capsized boat that is my life through things like recovery work and self care. I feel incredibly self conscious and stupid writing that. I feel disgustingly privileged writing that. I do not feel deserving of that. I feel like I should be back to a job that earns money, even if I hate it, and I should be dragging myself to work every day for long hours, keeping my mouth shut and dealing with it. Happiness and fulfillment do not enter the equation at the baseline my mind operates at. "Reality isn't like that," says my mind. But...people have been trying to tell me my mind is wrong and I am trying to believe them because if it is true its better than laying on the couch all day drinking handles of vodka, vomiting blood, not eating, binge watching Law and Order SVU and crying. And hell, if it isn't true the vodka will still be there.
So, to that effect I keep going to IOP even though I'll need help paying for it. I watered my plants and spent time taking care of them today. I have made plans with friends both old and new and invested time in sitting with them and just talking for as long as we cared to talk. I keep going to meetings, some twelve step (AA and Al Anon) and some outside the twelve step model (Women for Sobriety and Phoenix Multi Sport). I make to do lists and do fun things every day. I relax when I need it. I'm slowly getting back into my hobbies. I could be using all this time to look for a job, work, and make money but I'm trying something different. It's scary but I feel okay. Or...at least today I do. And, I don't care about alcohol which is what I most want.
Anyways, thanks for listening y'all! <3 Have a lovely day and I wish you all the best with whatever cutting down, abstaining, or moderating you are hoping to do today. :D
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2022.01.24 19:19 WaveRider1999 Pregame Analysis of Matchup #1

1/24/22 - LA Kings v. NY Rangers

  1. The Kings and the Rangers last met on January 10, 2022, where the Kings defeated the Rangers 3-1. This is the 2nd and final meeting between the two teams for the 21-22 regular season.
  2. The Kings have won 2 of their last 5 games, with their most recent game on Jan 23, 2022, against the NJ Devils. The Kings rallied beat the Devils 3-2 and have broken their losing streak of 3 against some of the toughest teams in the NHL.
  3. The Rangers have won 4 of their last 5 games, with their most recent game on Jan 22, 2022, against the AZ Coyotes. The Rangers dominated the struggling Coyotes 7-3 with the efforts of FW Chris Kreider's hat trick. The last few matchups for the Rangers have been fairly moderate in toughness.
  1. On their meeting on January 10, 2022, the Kings beat the Rangers at home 3-1. The starting goalie for the Kings was Cal Peterson 40 while the Rangers had their backup Alexander Georgiev in net. Ranger's starting elite goalie Igor Shesterkin was on covid protocol and was not activated for the game.
  2. The first period was full of great opportunities for both teams. The Kings earned a power play and created some opportunities, but were not able to convert. The Rangers had two power-play chances the rest of the period, but could not convert either.
  3. The first goal of the game came 1 minute into the 2nd period with Trevor Moore 12 taking a puck away in the neutral zone and creating a rebound that Phillip Danault 24 scored on. The second goal came a few minutes later starting with an entry into the offensive zone with Viktor Arvidsson 33 and Trevor Moore 12 that resulted in a shot, rebound, and score by Blake Lizotte 46. The Rangers were unable to convert another PP towards the end of the period.
  4. The Rangers scored their first and only goal in the middle of the 3rd period with passes from Greg McKegg and Filip Chytill that Mika Zibanejad scored on in front of the King's net. The Kings scored their 3rd and final goal on an empty net shot by Adrian Kempe 9 assisted by Anze Kopitar 11.
  5. The Kings had a ton of scoring chances in front of the Ranger's net and came away with 6 High Danger shot attempts, scoring on 2 of the 6. The Rangers had 0 High Danger Shot attempts but did score on a Medium Danger attempt.
LA NY
Shots on Goal 39 23
Faceoffs Won 39% 61%
Power Plays 0/3 0/2
Penalty Minutes 4 6
Hits 24 25
Blocked Shots 12 15
  1. King's back to relatively full strength with the return of Adrian Kempe last night from Covid Protocol. Still missing Andreas Athanasiou 22 to injury, but he seems to be trending to return.
  2. The Rangers were without Kappo Kakko and Filip Chytil at their morning skate and neither are expected to play today. Chytil left the AZ Coyotes game with a lower-body injury. On the other hand, Igor Shesterkin will be starting in net, making things slightly more difficult for the Kings.
  3. Kings Projected Lines
    1. Iaffallo - Kopitar - Kempe Anderson - Doughty Quick/Petersen
    2. Moore - Danault - Arvidsson Maata - Roy
    3. Grundstrom - Byfield - Brown Bjornfot - Durzi
    4. Lemieux - Lizotte - Kaliyev
  4. Rangers Projected Lines
    1. Kreider- Zibanejad - Panarin. Lindgren - Fox. Shesterkin/Georgiev
    2. Lafreniere - Strome - Goodrow Miller - Trouba
    3. Hunt - Rooney - Gauthier Nemeth - Schneider
    4. McKegg - Reaves - (Rooney) Hajek
  1. The Kings lately have been struggling on the power play and overall conversion of shots on goal. This is not going to get any easier tonight as they go up against a team with arguably the best goalie in the league in Shesterkin and one of the best defensemen in Fox. The Rangers are 6th in shooting percentage (10.72%), 8th on power-play percentage (24.8%), and 5th on power-play kill percentage (84.4%) while being 22nd in penalty minutes (378).
  2. The Kings will need to start strong with a goal and take the lead. They need to do a better job at staying in front of the net and being a multi-angle threat to Shesterkin. That being said, entry into the offensive zone and offensive zone possession is what needs to be executed perfectly to create these chances. On the other end, the Rangers are a difficult team to slow down, and Quick needs to be on high alert at all times. The Kings defense needs to do a better job at keeping the front of the net clean and intercepting passes in front of the net.
  3. Most importantly, the Kings need to score on at least 1 power play. This is no easy task against one of the best PPK teams, but it needs to be done to put pressure on the Rangers and add momentum to the Kings.
  4. Things I'm looking for: Faceoff wins, Grade A chances by the Kings, and the efficiency of entering the offensive zone with the puck.
Good Luck to the Kings! Let's keep up the wins and prove why we're so dangerous tonight!
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